man im drying up again...my work is taking too much of my time. ive hardly and time for Jesus. if this continues i might consider quitting. i cant live 1 day w/o QT, tts where i get my strength frm as my Elder Brother said, "Whoever drinks of e water given by me shall nv thirst again".

man, i broke up yesterdae. i started becoming -ve at night..mayb bcos im too tired..

every night i struggle to keep awake to spend time with him. n every morning i haf 2 struggle to wake up. 1 day w/o jesus is like 1 day w/o life. again god scolded me yesterdae n woke me up...he asked me jus 1 qn n i was deeply impacted..."do u love me or not". nowadays im tryin to get closer to jesus

thank you for always being there 4 me even when i draw back at times...i can live w/o a home, i can live w/o a family, i can live w/o money, i can live w/o friends but i cannot live without u. just as u sacrificed ur all for me, im willing to sacrifice my all for u to be with u forever!

still tryin to find my lost bible...i meant a lot to me. God gave it to me..and it has many memories of my time spent with Jesus. jesus is God made visible...he's e life n e ressurection. my redeemer. forever i will love u, even when i dun understand ur purpose for me...cos i trust in You.

i look forward to e end...tts when i see u. i look forward to my retirement cos tts when i can spend my whole day everyday with u. i look forward to my death, cos tts e beginning of another life with u, i will no longer seek u then bcos i would have already found u!

Jesus, love ya! =)