man i learnt something yesterdae. during qt God asked me to reach out to a backsliding fren of mine. little did i know my glory scared him off...then i remembered jesus. in order to reach out to ppl u must first humble urself, step down n bring down ur glory for e eyes in this fallen world see w/o god's glory.

god may want u to reach out to ppl, yes, its his way. but we have to convert it to suit e world. god's ways are e highest and e most glorious...but sometimes i learned tt it mayb too much for e lowly to take. in e same way jesus was full of glory in heaven, if he came with all his glory to earth then we wouldnt be living anymore, we would instead be judged e moment we were born and most of us would already be separated from God.

i may not experience earthly pride but ive experienced spiritual pride...tt is y we haf to humble ourselves. and tt w/o love its impossible to please God.

prayin now tt i can attend e book of isaiah later. it starts at 730 and i end at 6. i dun wish to go to e overflow rm...i want to be in e holy oh holies...at e front row seat in god's house!

i feel jesus close to me, although i blew things up last night i believe bcos of tt im stronger! Indeed a friend of Jesus cannot be a friend of e world!

e world may hate me bcos i bear His name, but with Jesus, nothing else matters...i am satisfied eternally! in Him i am complete! e world cannot satisfy u forever bcos its not MEANT TO BE!

Jesus i love u to e very end, even when there's no end. I need u more each day! I need u everyday! Ure all i want! Ure all i need! Jesus ure my everything!!!