problems problems n more problems...man i jus love em! jesus overloaded me wif problems so tt i could b overloaded by faith n love n hope! if there were no problems on earth there wouldnt be a need for hope faith n love!

lost my bible, short of cash for laptop, mum got hbp, friend turn hostile towards me as a result of reaching out to him, caught a flu bug, had a slight fever, headache! yea! i was not shaken a least bit...instead i sought e one who can take off of em away! last wk my qt was slacking...i was drawing away from God for 3 daes as i din haf my reg qt. my lifetime prayer to jesus is, "jesus, if in anyway im drawing away frm u i pray tt ull do whatever necessary to bring me back even when i dont know tt im drawing away. if i refuse then force me to go back with u bcos tts my hearts desire..the body is weak but my spirit is willing!" in these problems ive not grown weaker but ive grown stronger for e Lord, my love tank is bigger now bcos of Him. i long for more challenges now as i long to be closer to my loved one. :)

"ull nv leave me nor forsake me, in e same way make me nv leave u nor forsake u cos i love u e way u first loved me. even though im not up to ur lvl of love jesus, i know tt i will one day." its amazing how in so much conflict in my life there's peace hope love n faith! even when e earth shakes i will not b shaken for i stand on e rock of my salvation, my fortress, my strong tower n my refuge in times of need.

2 nights ago, jesus rekindled fire in me. all i did was to take e first step to pray...my sooner enough i was spending time with e Lord tt night. i couldnt sleep till 3 cos his presence nv left me..tt was when i knew how much i mean to jesus n he'll nv let me go even when i try to let go he'll pull me back. then he told me in my spirit: e more problems u have means e more valuable to e one who made u. problems my God r merciful n makes u stronger, problems by Satan destroys u.

yesterdae during cg meetin after seeking god for strength i finally brought a fren to cg, chiat how. yesterdae i then realised tt i used a wrong strategy to bing him to jesus. i knew then tt i had to bring him to cg first as its less "threatening" n more homely n comfortable. he told me to take it slowly, one step at a time. "if u run too fast, watch out tt u dun fall off a cliff". although chiat how has not made e decision but by faith hel'll b set free frm e world. e most hardest step is e first step, therefore i believe its easier to bring him to salvation than yesterdae. ive gone past e hardest part, hence the rest will be easy, but not effort-free.

its very hard for Jesus to touch u if u dunno him, jus as u dun anyhow touch a stranger in e street tt u dunno. to find love, u must ask Love for love, ask Peace for peace, 4 God is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, gentleness, self-control, faithfulness, goodness. "u dun receive bcos u do not ask, when u ask u ask with wrong motives". also i wanna add to this verse, u dun eceive bcos u ask e wrong person-u dont ask a toilet cleaner to sell u perfume neither do u ask a fishmonger for a porkchops. =)