ive not been spendin time with God 4 e last few daes...and recently yesterdae...God rekindled e fire in me...=) i received a revelation tt: "the closer u r to God, e greater e impact when u draw away frm him cos u mean more to him. jus as when a casual fren leaves u...ur emotion wont b as strong as when a close fren/loved one leaves u.

normally e mooment i close my door...w/o even thinkin of god, he would oredy come n fill me with his presence even b4 i even start qt. den few daes ago i no longer feel him as close...tt wAs when i noe tt i needed him back...tt was when i realise how i can lose my happiness n peace w/o God. i praYed n asked him to help me draw back to him...

by his grace he came to me n not i go to him...i felt really bad how i left him alone for 2 daes n yet he was tryin to reach me...tts how great and awesome his love is...even when u leave him he wont leave u...

right now i can sense him again...im back...not hes back cos hes always there...he loves u to much to let u go. :) n he gave me a new language in e spirit...a new tongue tt was totally diffrent frm my past tongue i used to communicate with him. indeed e old has gone n the new has come!

Glory to God!