great, have to retype my entire blog entry..wasted 20min....!!!!!! *sobz* me currently fasting todae n tom, hopin tt God would use me greatly to reach out 2 those arnd me...:) was tempted non-stop this mornin frm my parents....10-12 every now n then ask me to eat, go 4 lunch, etc...but i noe tt i dun live by bread alone, but by every word tt comes frm e Word. n God sees wad is done in secret n will reward accordingly...:) durin qt in e mornin i exp a tangible touch frm God, i wept even though e qt was only abt 30-45min.

todae in e train on e way to rachael's hse....i saw this elderly lady who needed a seat, w/o even thinkin of giving my seat up, my body jus reacted automatically..i jus stood up w/o intendin to n gave up my seat. it felt like i was possed or sth...haha but i noe it was e Holy Spirit at work cos i gave Him control over me...:D n shortly after tt, i felt a sense of satisfaction, BUT glory is to God alone n not me...=) yea! i started to feel His presence...e hot, electrifying sensation which engulfed me e moment i stood up...:D soon later, e lady returned to me, offering me a seat which she manage to find for me...i felt really touched. both of us smiled n everyone was starin...yet i was happy cos it was God who worked thru me...:) id rather let Him ctrl me than to ctrl myself cos wif me its impossible, but with God all things are possible! :)

really enjoyed myself at racheal's hse jus now, watched irobot, ndp n sgi...it was real fun to watch sgi, e only thing diff abt ami n sgi is tt we haf e sg spirit! yea! haha :D jia you! =) *Hee
rach's mum really cooked one of e nicest chicken curry ive ever tasted...:D i give it a 85! it was soooo delicious..n e pancakes with ice cream...mmmmm.....80pts! YeA! :)

im really longing for e fire, passion n hunger for more of God to return, its been long since i received any persecutions or spiritual attack, but im kinda missed them....i kinda missed e victory when God brought me thru those bad times in e past. i want tt journey once again..:D
really excited for this week's chc anniversary service. neoprint machines, candy stands, dance, etc. plus our new wi-fi(wireless) env. whooo! gonna bring e class man!...haha....n i believe tt God will do more than tt...=) yea!