Hey guys, its time to expand my blog. My second blog is at http://wetheinseparable.blogspot.com

Today's FS test was easier than i expected. Well, im glad God was there to help me along. =) Thank you soooo much...:D but i kinda hate the sports hall, wrong env to do test. i mean, it was warm n humid. after every qn my eyelids jus closed...:P good for an afternoon nap u noe.....lol got a lot of finishing touches to do to my 2nd blog. should be ready by e end of this wk. its time to move on...even blogs with testimonies have to multiply...:D

so sad, i left out 1 4m question out....sob next time i dun skip qn oredy...:D

*Hee so glad im beginning to feel His presnce everyday...:)

hillsong band was fantastic. powerful songs, anointed musicians and singers, really brought forth God's presence. it was so tangible...e moment they started playing e intro, man God's presence fell on me. it was so easy to cry. when ur walk with God is so personal yet intimate, when He shows up, u dun feel like letting go, u jus wanna grab Him and nv let go.....

more than an hr b4 e svc started we were already queueing...:D even durin praise i could cry...

and ulf ekman was good. he gave great testimonies. :) he even prophesised abt our new bldg. so exciting...:D he talked abt e gift of healing. really felt hungry n wanna exp more of it in my life. :) durin tt service many received e gift of tongues. e moment they begaN to speak, His presence jus fell upon e whole place. again, i started cryin, even though i noe im not e one receivin e gift. cos i noe God is there and i dun wanna hold back anythin frm him. =) i jus wanna embrace Him. :D

since last cg, m really beginning to feel e fire back. yet nth exciting is happenin rite now. but i noe tt God has plans for me 4 this yr, n its gonna b a great adventure! :) its jus e begining. ive learnt tt God puts us in trouble; then He wants us to call Him; then He will save us frm e prob supernaturally....=) this really increased my faith!

my cg fren told me tt ulf spoke different messages in different services, shouldve gone 4 all 6 services. why didnt anyone tell me earlier...waaa *cryz*

So I throw my life upon all that You are

Cause I know You gave it all for me

When all else fades my soul will dance

With you

Where the love lasts forever

cel grp was good yesterdae...;) got prayed for by evan....got touched by God...wept too.
im really beginning to feel the breakthrough. cant wait for tom, sigh hope tt my frens could really come. i feel so selfish, havin to exp all e blessings, supernatural breakthroughs, peace, faith, hope and love, yet none of my frens are interested....well, i believe God is nv late..:D

im beginnin to experience a whole new life again, i believe its gonna be better than last time. =)

so excited for tom, hillsong united in my church muahaha...woohoo! :D

*sigh* 4 days oredy (my record) still no breakthrough. :( today's service was really happenin! :D after seeing e parade of ministries i finally thought of joinin one! ;) Yea! joining lighting ministry is gonna b tough....might eventually consider sound ministry...*Hee

i love to "fiddle" with "gadgets"...haha :P *exhales* still so sad....but i thank e Lord cos it gave me e determination to increase to 5 days! tts right, monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday friday...something tt ive not done b4. although i fell sick durin days fast, i noe its worth it. salvation's worth all e sacrifice. if Jesus could fast 40 days, there's nth i cannot do..=)

problems cannot stop me, every tumbling stone i shall climb over and make it a stepping stone by faith! next week's e big event!!!!! ULF EKMAN n HILLSONG UNITED!!! yea! im gonna go all out man! :) today service very short oso le...durin worship, e moment tears began to roll down, then ps zhuang ended e worship with a prayer, worse still later sing praise song.....WAAAAAAAAA!

Wad a Day!

waaa, yesterday very funny sia. when i went home, i found out tt i was locked out. tot my maid would b at home so i din bring my keys. little did i noe....*sigh*...so paiseh...

all i could do was wait downstairs...it was like 2pm, n if my maid has gone out she wont b back till abt 5pm. nowhere to go, stared at roads, trees, listenin to the piling crane *Bong*BonG*BonG*...wooo! so wad could i do, i prayed...:)

well, little did i expect after half-an-hr i saw my dad coming home. =) i was shocked and relieved, shocked tt now he's back i cant use my com, relieved tt i could go back home...:P well, i really have to thank God for alway being there for me. :D

back home...i rested at e same time i charged my lappie...n my hp cos durin tt time both no/vlow batt oredy...

sigh, abt 4 rach called me to tell me tt she needed e Autocad program....O...K!!! i went to dl...upon completion, guess what? my internet hanged...restart com, dl again, den by my com hanged...!!! man! 430 oredy she called me sae she comin abt 5 to collect! i was in TOTAL SHOCK! i said its not ready man, i can get it to u today....wa, den she said "i come now ok.....bye"...wo, worse now...

i actually prayed again...prayed soooooooo hard...how!?! at 5 she havent reached yet, God said y dont u give her a call? ok i called, she nv pick up...twice! my internet screwed up how is she gonna get e prog? ok...somehow i heard e Holy SPirit told me, i said call her....home. *Diao! okok i did tt...:D

wa, her mother pick up sae she sleepin sia...but she wasnt la...jus at home! oh man, i felt e urge to strangle someone.....:P hahahahaaaa..:D so malu sia...i almost "cried" sia...lolx. in e end, she invited me over to her place...settled...*phew*

i really thank God even though...man it was some day i had....but in e end, rach's mum got me delicious popiah...and pancakes...so i guess it was worth it...=) i told God, he scared e living daylight outta me sia...:D haahaaa. at her hse got free wireless internet sia, some family nearby usin wireless broadband connection. haha jus open my lappie n connect can liaoz...hehe :P

was really thankful....even though i was fasting....yet it was an adventure when u walk with God.
how i wish everyday there'll b things tt challenge my faith, cos i know wth God, all things are possible! and i know tt thru Him i can overcome e world...*:)*

great, have to retype my entire blog entry..wasted 20min....!!!!!! *sobz* me currently fasting todae n tom, hopin tt God would use me greatly to reach out 2 those arnd me...:) was tempted non-stop this mornin frm my parents....10-12 every now n then ask me to eat, go 4 lunch, etc...but i noe tt i dun live by bread alone, but by every word tt comes frm e Word. n God sees wad is done in secret n will reward accordingly...:) durin qt in e mornin i exp a tangible touch frm God, i wept even though e qt was only abt 30-45min.

todae in e train on e way to rachael's hse....i saw this elderly lady who needed a seat, w/o even thinkin of giving my seat up, my body jus reacted automatically..i jus stood up w/o intendin to n gave up my seat. it felt like i was possed or sth...haha but i noe it was e Holy Spirit at work cos i gave Him control over me...:D n shortly after tt, i felt a sense of satisfaction, BUT glory is to God alone n not me...=) yea! i started to feel His presence...e hot, electrifying sensation which engulfed me e moment i stood up...:D soon later, e lady returned to me, offering me a seat which she manage to find for me...i felt really touched. both of us smiled n everyone was starin...yet i was happy cos it was God who worked thru me...:) id rather let Him ctrl me than to ctrl myself cos wif me its impossible, but with God all things are possible! :)

really enjoyed myself at racheal's hse jus now, watched irobot, ndp n sgi...it was real fun to watch sgi, e only thing diff abt ami n sgi is tt we haf e sg spirit! yea! haha :D jia you! =) *Hee
rach's mum really cooked one of e nicest chicken curry ive ever tasted...:D i give it a 85! it was soooo delicious..n e pancakes with ice cream...mmmmm.....80pts! YeA! :)

im really longing for e fire, passion n hunger for more of God to return, its been long since i received any persecutions or spiritual attack, but im kinda missed them....i kinda missed e victory when God brought me thru those bad times in e past. i want tt journey once again..:D
really excited for this week's chc anniversary service. neoprint machines, candy stands, dance, etc. plus our new wi-fi(wireless) env. whooo! gonna bring e class man!...haha....n i believe tt God will do more than tt...=) yea!

woohoo finally completed my FIRST java program tt took me 2 1/2 days....*phew* i did it all from scratch, normally i would copy e source and try to understand when i do tutorials, now i had to think n write e source myself!...=) Whoohoo! *hee

just now had a lot of fun....me playin cs as e vip(hunted) durin lunch, at e same time eatin lunch in class too..:) better still me, the hunted(vip), was playin with e projector...so everyone could see me. died terribly too...hahaha :) at least it sends adrenaline thru me....knowin tt not only ure the hunted, u will be hunted! wakaka :P

hmm, still tryin to pick up my guitar skills....and nope, i dun go for classes...its all self-learning. :D later got cg.....at wayne's hse. all e way at paya lebar...whoosh! yea, but i expect God to do sth in me later on...=) too bad im not able to make it for e movie marathon overnight at his hse.....i sure noe many ppl wont b able to sleep and man, i really need to sleep, let alone spend some time alone with Jesus.

I dreamed that day, It came to reality, cos i want it to!

wa jus had my CSA quiz, dunno how i'll do....today's been very "exciting" for me. Firstly, i had to download a flash prog for my fren. When she asked me if i could get e prog 4 her yesterdae, by faith, not knowin if i could evenf ind e prog or get a burner n a disc to burn e prog, i agreed. well, ive nv put my faith to e test...well, to such situations b4. agreeing on sth u dunno if itll work. :D

well, it started off very well...i found e 100MB!!!! prog. knowing tt itll take hrs to dl, i jus dl-ed it. amazingly e dl speed was like 500kbps so i got it done in 2mins or so..=) i was like...WOW! ;) later i tried downloadin e burning software 24MB at e same time "tryin" to concentrate on my FS lesson...it was 2 hrs more b4 i had to meet my fren. man i got nervous...i stil havent burned e software let alone get e disc, man i dun even noe if e sch sells it.

started dl-ing e Nero Burning software, e dl speed dropped to 6kbps!!! man, i felt fooled, i told God, "you know Jesus, ure my fren, this cant be happenin right? pls dun embarrass me..." i looked at estimated time of dl: 1hr 2min! O...K......! anywaes my lesson was 2 hrs so i dloaded it. after half-an-hr. e download was cancelled due to poor proxy setting......arrgh, it was none other than e FIREWALL! so i had to restart e ENTIRE dl again...*SiGh* true enough God was faithful..:D i had a burning software in my laptop so i used it. i dun even noe if i know how to use it but i used it anywaez. thanks to Xian Zhi he got me an empty cd frm his home n passed it to me durin class. i "tried" to burn it......BUT.....i accidentally clicked on e compile audio CD...MAN, i just lost 1 cd n i dun even noe if e sch sells it!

it was lunch time, 45 min more b4 my fren comes. i quickly called my fren ask him help me find e cd. miraculously, he got one for 90cents at e mini shop near the lib. AND....he knows how to use e user-unfriendly burning software in my laptop!!! :) so i finally got e cd flash prog burned n i had 30 min left for lunch. yea....in e end all went well, as if it was a dream, tt came true! YeA! Glory to God!

no matter how many times i doubted Him, but i told myself, God is good, even at tt time it seems ridiculous to me. yet i kept strong in my faith. i told myself, "e moment things seems hopeless to me, impossible to me, no more ideas i can think of, instead of sighing, i should turn to the One who doesnt leave me nor forsake me, e One who is always there for me, He who makes e impossible possible." everytime im at a dead end, Jesus will open doors for u, so many tt u cant count them, if u believe n not jus believe, but believe TO THE END!...:D God is nv late, it is nv God who gives up on us but we give up on Him. =)

Through this period of excitement, i know tt life is nv dull with God. There are some things that only God can show u, and there are some experiences that only God can give u...=)

hmm...im so happy today...seein my fren respodin to Mike connell's deliverance service..:) it feels good to be free.....to be under God's power. i could still remember the last time i fell under His power. it changes people....makes u feel loved and whole again...=)

hmmm...dunno if i shld go 4 e graduation ceremony...no time to shop for formal clothing n stuff...:P last wk durin cg i met Don...he's an anointedman...very kind very gentle and very quiet cel grp leader...i started a conversation with him and man i could feel God's presence on him...i almost teared talkin to him....he's an ex gang member and a smoker...had tatoos...i could tell his life's completely changed...durin e meeting each time he spoke, i could tell many ppl were touched...some teared too....God's presence was so thick and tangible. man i wanna carry tt presence with me, i can stop faliing in love with Jesus all over again.

well, my cgl evan is overseas in e missions field in jakarta, so Don led cg last wk. we quite quite a lot of fun....games...lingering with brothers n sisters made me feel so loved...:) well, im excited for next wk, many things gonna happen and i know God made it happen so that He can reveal himself to me...:D