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Who can curse what God has blessed? Who can take away what God has given? "God is for us, nobody can be against us". In Him, i find my purpose, my dream, my hope,refuge and shelter, my Destiny!

Tuesday, July 27, 2004

wa...today i almost couldnt go back sia.  i dun really check how much there is in my ezlink card cos prob im so used to girolink. this afternoon as i was abt to go home...i waited for my fren. somehow, somethin made me wait 30min for tt 1 154bus, as my fren took e same bus home 2, also stay opp JP.... :)

zhun zhun e moment i stepped into e bus, i scanned my card n lo n behold...no more money (at tt time i din noe how much was in my card).  i guess God had  already prepared me for this...by faith i reached for my pocket hoping to get some coins n enough coins out....had to pay 140 for e bus...by His grace i found only 120...but yea, it lasted me all e way to boon lay...hehe :D

well, tom is hardcore FS lesson......i must say im struggling with it though....its not e formula or e concept...its jus e symbols. sigh, if only the formulas were in alphabets or numbers...:P man, jus got scolded frm my dad man i get scolded for blogging. everytime i turn on e power plug. even they think homwork is games...*sigh*....dunno y it happens but i guess Jesus will always set aside time for me to remember Him, even through blogging.

"ALL thing will WORK OUT for the good of those who love Him"-Guess nothing can stop me frm adoring my Savior..=)

Monday, July 26, 2004

Yesterdae was great...although still gettting over my frens not bein able to come...but nonetheless...God was faithful. durin the service, i was so deeply touched...i couldnt help but stop cryin throughout praise n worship :D

i met a lot of new frens too :) after e service we had fellowship in orchard eatin lunch cum dinner there...met this new cg...got this guy named Dwayne, he's very funny....had a good laugh too ;)
there's this person tt i was really glad to know. She's stef frm another cg...dunno y somehow when i talked to her....i could feel God's anointing on her.....couldnt have time to noe more abt her though....it was as if i knew her for a long time....i felt a sense of love the first time i met Jesus, it was like the same experience. The anointing i felt when i first fell in love with Him. :)

Hmm...how i wish there were more ppl tt could give me e same presence i felt when i first fell in love with Jesus...:D

cant wait for this fri, cg cum party follow-up frm yesterdae. hope really tt my frens as well as my new frens would b able to come...:)

Saturday, July 24, 2004

man im so excited for tom, finally could bring a fren...:D tom's e Weekend Connection man! believe its gonna be so exciting so God-filling! ;) haha

nowadays, my  new it course it confusing although i manage to pick up bit by bit...1+1=0, 1+1+1=1...dotz i think i would get humiliated if i told tt to a pri sch boy..:P

i really shld thank God for letting me develop interest and passion for IT despite all my difficulties, almost in every subject i wouldnt be interested....by i noe something's comin....the passion for IT. :D YeA! =)

feel "a bit" not right.....my qt is not daily anymore......"pimples" are slowly growin in my life. recently ive developed my own guitaring skills, which i use durin my qt. well, i dunno y, but everytime i worship Him, i would always dream of myself holdin up an electric guitar, and Jesus would always be beside me singin and playing with me, that smile on the face i can never descibe, the love in His eyes tt i cannot express...that's when ill begin to feel His touch.  :)

it seems strange now...i no longer feel His presence flowing from top to bottom of me...i now feel his touch on my face instead...like he's holding me, kissing me...telling me He loves me. it feels different now...=)

fasting today, believin tt His kingdom will come tom, tt His presence would once again be so tangible in e audi tom. and tt more frens will come each time i invite....:)

Somehow i feel He's beginnin a work in me....and i will seek what s His purpose for me in NP, as i live everyday by faith, standin on His promises, my rock and fortress tt in Him i cannot be shaken, knowin tt each new day He will reveal more of Himself to me. =)

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

Whooo..Friday i left my PSP1 textbook in class...i knew only God could make sure that my book was safe so i asked Him to help find for me...

True enough by Monday, by faith, I asked 3 frens whether they would b in e class i left my book, surely enough, one of my fren called me to tell me tt he found my book! =) Yea! :D
Before tt, in e bus, i was praying, longing to know that He's on my side, tt my book would come back to me. As i approached campus, He reassured me tt things will b fine. I felt him touch my face...His presence became so strong in e bus. i was relieved yet excited, cos i know tt once again Jesus would reveal himself to me..:D and its always supernaturally...=)

Praise God...id rather have my book found by His ways than by any other means :)

Thursday, July 15, 2004

schools been fun so far...beginnin to feel the passion for programming haa...:P but now getting entangled in java programming...*sobz*sobz* :P

it seems my new mission field is tougher than i tot...e only christians are e 2 chc-ers me n another brother....

i noe itll b hard but not impossible...

i believe t God will make a way when there seems 2b no way...

im really glad tt my fren is one step closer to salvation...hes accepted the godpel but noe personally accepted Jesus yet..;) yea!

Praise e Lord!

Saturday, July 10, 2004

yesterdae's service was tremendously great n impactin...it was e first missions pledge for 3 months. i told myself, if God could bless me supernaturally with $365, y don't i give more to show tt i can nv outgive God?

ive decided to pledge $500 for e missions fund. but yesterdae...i increased to $550, even though the target was acualli $120-$150 for three months. after giving $150 yesterdae, i felt a sense of achievement, knowing tt whatever we give is for the benefit of the nations to be able to receive the Word. Sth Ps said really encouraged me to give even more.

He said tt whatever we r giving, we are giving for ppl we will never know until we go to Heaven, ppl tt u cant see, ppl tt uve nv even thought of who needs to be saved. yesterdae's performance really deepened my heart for missions n for the lost. theres so many ppl out there who don't even know who Jesus is....

durin the Conference on evangelism..Ps told us of 5 types of unchurched (basically ppl who go to church less than 3 times a yr) ppl. U1-U5 with U1 representing the most receptive ppl, n U5 as the most antagonistic ppl. and for the U1 ppl, they r ppl who are will recieve christ the moment someone BRINGS them to church. ive learnt tt invitation is not jus calling or SMSing, but bringin them personally to the bldg. statistics have shown tt in S'pore everyday we meet abt 50 ppl and out of e 50, 5 of them will accept christ the moment we bring them to church. tts like 5 souls per day! everyday! tt really spurred me on =)

feeling the burden tt God feels is really something promising, knowing that He will give u the nations as an inheritance! :)

Saturday, July 03, 2004

on mon night...i was tremendously blessed when i receive a pay slip frm my previous job, a paycheck of $365. wads interesting is tt it was for e end of june, and tt i didnt work in june at all :D i quit my job at end may...nope it wasnt any error cos i received my may's salary as well...=)

life is great at NP...e first day everyone was quiet, jus gettin to noe each other...on e 2nd day, we had a class lunch. jus within 1 day, we were already comfortable with each other. on e 3rd n 4th day, i realised tt my class were in a sense "united" :D in e morning we had classes, in e after noon on wed we had a talk. so wad happened was tt my entire class decided to "pon" e talk, in e end e entire class went for lunch n later went home at 2 when we were supposed to end at 5..haha ;)

same thing happened on thurs, whole class went absent for e talk in e afternoon. in e end we left at 12..wahahas :D on fri, we were supposed to have a orientation camp till sun, e class again didnt go, but now only 2 pl went..haha not bad la...lol

again we left durin lunch...:) despite my small class size of 16, there was another
chc-er. it was after some time tt i realised tt i had a purpose to fulfill in my new class. God indeed already prepared reinforcements beforehand. :) so excited to reach out to my class. n after tt i intend to reach out to another class. this is my IS lesson class, cos for IS lesson different students frm different classes merge to form various IS classes. very soon, ill start at my "jerusalem" before probably reaching out to my "judead n samaria" most prob nxt yr...

gettin excited...1 week has ended yet e journey has jus begun...=)