so excited for tom's Emerge Conference! fasting again for e salvation of my frens..:D im so full of great expectancy for e nxt 3 days tt God is gonna move powerfully...=) indeed, many lives will be changed, n i jus haf a feelin of such great revival. after so many things tt haf happened recently...e 103100 souls saved, countless persecution, etc...

ive learnt frm cg tt it is faith tt makes e impossible possible..today's my last day at work. heard of NAPFA for np 1st yr students...so i decided to start trainin...

june got so many stuffs goin on, np convention, camps, etc....id rather work than go sch..haha :P but to work u muz first go sch...haha :D

if He can raise e dead n create e whole universe, yet e same pwr He put in us when He created us, absolutely nothing is impossible! provided u believe...to me its not jus a belief, its a law. ppl around e world succeed bcos they believe, God could cre8 e universe also bcos he believed. man can do what God can do, but there are some who use e pwr wrongly....eg usin nuclear energy as WMD, etc.

yesterdae durin work, i gave up my sEAt to a korean elderly...she smiled back, thanked me n gave me sweets...*wou*...haha :D

2 dae fastin for e emerge conference...even though my body is weak, yet i went to work...knowing tt i dun rely on my body but by e Spirit. =) e weather was fine...was great in fact! so cool!

indeed ps kong preached a very good message on potential n law, on how everything will not stand if there's no law, etc. became very excited yester dae when ps kong revealed e no. of souls our church saved thru e gospel campaigns in 7 months.

a total attendance of 200000+++ -> no. f decisions for Christ 103100++!
we had a dream, to reach out to 100000 in 8 months, far frm e previous record set by john sung, who reached out to 100000 in 5yrs! in deed, by his grace n our prayers, we accomplished more, faster. i see e law of abundance now...havin more frm less (eg feeding of 4000 had more leftovers than feeding of 5000) =)

im lookin forward to experience more of God this yr n to b transformed into His likeness! :D

man this morning in e train for 40 MINUTES! this gal keep on staring at me. look up, look down, look up, look down....keep on smiling somemore. i was too stunned n frozen to even look back. everyone started lookin in our direction, dun wanna sae "our" direction, okay, "my" direction :P *MaLu*

yesterdae's youth prayer meetin was impactful, inspirational n powerful. indeed Emerge Conference is jus round e corner, in fact, its next week! WhooHoo! =) im so excited to go all out to bring my frens. its time for me to seek Him everyday n too fast cos frm experience i noe tt fasting ALWAYS works :D

service comin! Yea! 2 more daes...followed by cg in 4 more daes! sth ill nv get tired off...cos its really in His presence tt i feel loved n secure! =)

Indeed, jus as in e Emerge Video has shown, "God will give u a perpose; God will give a destiny. But havin a dream n a vision is not enough, He will always ask u to WORK for it; to FIGHT for it!" "Those who dare to CHASE dreams, are the ones who CATCH them!" Indeed, living for Him "won't just cost u something, it will cost u EVERYTHING!" Hearin tt, im so inspired, to live out my potential n to fulfil my life's assignment for Jesus, not out of duty, but out of love. =)

Life's more exciting when u ride it with the Creator, n He will soar with u over the storms with wings like eagles! :D YeA!

man, yesterdae i rekindled my QT with God. although its short abt 40min, yea, it was nonetheless good. His presence was so thick..=) jus love it when He touches me...:D yesterday, i also gave up earning more money to spend time with cel grp. i told e Lord, ure more important to me than anythin, i can give up everything of myself jus to be with u!

dunno y this morning somehow, e Devil was not happy n started to wreck my life, having known tt all his efforts to break me for e entire wk was in vain. this mornin my brother lied to me...i felt very sad...then i started to recall all e times when he lied to me...knowing tt i was abt to burst into rage n start shoutin around, i quickly ran into my room n locked myself. there i broke down n cried...at e same time having wild thoughts abt betrayal, suicide, death, murder, hopelessness....i told God this had to stop, so i seeked Him. for half-an-hr i was like in e valley of e shadow of death, feeling alone, but in e midst of darkness there's always e light. suffering under satan is worse than anything else, but thanks to His word which says, "ull not be tempted beyond waht u can bear. when u fall into temptation, God will provide a way out so tt u can stand up under it".

things sTarted to cool, i was tense later as cg started less than an hr later...i tried very hard not to think abt wad happened earlier. i gave my testimony.

after cg things went better, i had long forgiven my brother, but not myself...in my prayer to Him durin cg i asked for forgiveness...to renew my mind n i oso asked Him to help me grow n change to be more like Christ after tt incident. i had a
pep-talk frm my CGL n my parents...i felt uncomfortable telling my spiritual struggle with my parents...but i confided in my cgl n she gave me confidence to go up to e nxt lvl! =) indeed, i dun carE wad happens to me tom, later im gonna give my thanks n praise to e Lord my God in my QT! :D YeA!

God's love is greater than my circumstances, despite who i am, what ive done...he is faithful n He will rescue me! =)

work mornin shift...later got service...ya, although i slept for like only 4 hrs.. i feel im on e top of e world. Jesus is faithful, despite wad happened to me, my fren has returned to me. now he dun go sayin "screw u n ur junk mail". now he says to me "screw him la, he so free meh? type those things" haha...

God's promise is a promise. i love him he love me, we're inseperable. =) im glad ppl reject me bcos of what i believe in, cos i noe my fren Jesus went through much worse than me. If he could overcome all that, can, cos i can do "greater works than He". =)

indeed, ALL things work out for the GOOD of those who LOVE Him. YeA! :D
in glad i have His spirit. in Him im more than a conqueror. ;) recently my non-christian fren. jus sms me sayin u noe, my spiritual bdae is this date so n so. i thought...spiritual bdae? could this be...i was so excited. i was hopin he meant that he was born again. :D he told me he'll reveal everything to me when he returns frm japan. wow, cant wait to hear e good news. =)

blah blaah...workin as usual..this mornin's weather was cool...but den later...hot n scorching....now? cool! wahaha...so exciting! :P

tom haf to work again...but thanks be to the Great One cos i end at 4 n i wont need to rush for service! =) YeA! ;)

this mornin durin work the 2 girls keep on staring at me...i tried to ignore them...but somehow...i turned to look at them...n they started waving at me with that kind of smile on their face. worse came when they approached me, asked me how am i? wads my name? so on n so on...everyone looked at me...so paiseh...after a while they left n said "bye!" to me...den they gave this smile again...urrgh...(-_-)' *Dia0* everybody looked at me...*D0H*...not e first time though...but thankfully...i survived! these things happen esp when im doin e night shift alone...someone tried to hold my hand man...

i was like jokingly thinkin in my mind, Jesus, dont laugh...its not funny...stop playin with me...hahahaa. Jesus is fun...indeed he'll nv tempt me beyond wat i can bear...hahaha he delights in havin fun with His children n i haf no prob with tt...=)

man...wordpower was tough...but yea...it was fun. at least now my brain is filled with bible verses, the Word of God...whoohoo! =) im defintely lookin forward to semis haha..its once in a lifetime n i dun wanna miss it!

wad u experience in life u'll miss when u enter eternity...:D

haha this whole wk only workin 1 day...happy for it, at e same time bored cos no work..
man when poly starts ill miss work...makes me realise my potential n gives me a purpose in life. but ultimately God himself has a purpose for me to fulfil. =) i dun mind giving up everything, comfort, freedom to serve His purpose...cos i love Him n He love me; I in Him and He in me through His Holy Spirit.

as long as Jesus' happy, im happy =)

sevice comin this fri...yea! so fast...

tom wordpower rnd2...i left abt 5 more verses and e 4 gospels..man...feel as if there lesser time this wk to go memorize.

i haf to admit i spend more time noe at night memorisin verses...not e usual qt i normally haf..

intendin to stop work in june...feel tt i need some time to train back my body..prepare for NAPFA. dunno y my tagboard not workin...sigh...

Emerge Conference comin...so exciting! my bdae comin..so exciting! jesus is alive! so exciting! i know him! so blessed! =)

still i dun feel right with myself...i need more of His love, more of His wisdom, not jus more of Him, but ALL of Him!

wordpower was great! i rem all of them...but...haha...only e punctuation was a bit messy..:D nxt tues another 20 more verses, tt makes 40! PLUS G.B.K.

dunno y, feeling confident..haha
yesterdae see so many ppl, stress...haha but nonetheless, it was fun. nv knew tt e paper ended being only 40min long..tts like 2 min per verse..wahaha =)

give thanks to Him, who gives me His power of memory. Nothing is impossible...to Him who works in me! yea!

tomo is e wordpower challenge! yes! im not ready yet...lol =)
man, todae when i was abt e leave my hse for work...i couldnt find my keys.

i began to panic...then Jesus told me, "y do u panic? do u still not yet believe". den i started to feel relaxed...jus waited for time to flyby at e same time callin everyone in my family as to whether they took my key. i trusted in Him, as always...haha..well, at least i try to...:D

den my dad called me n told me he took my keys. it was oready 12pm...i was supposed to leave at 11.45am n reach my workplace at 1pm. i knew i was late..yet Jesus really made my day! =) they were actually spare keys in e study rm..in a bag tt i hardly touched...there i found e spare keys, my dad called me 2 tell me tt. i knew all e keys r gone, little did i know He surprised me by actually doing sth beyond wad i could think...:D Praise Him!

my mum asked me how late would i b...i told her abt 7 mins late...true enough i reached my workplace at 1.06pm....well, close enough...:D

love doin e night shift...can spend time my myself with God 6-9pm...cos durin tt time its usually quiet. i told Him last night tt i want to haf an encounter with Him everyday!...=) yea!

wahaha my first overnight prayer mtg yesterdae...:D well, not exactly overnight cos i only attended half of it. supposed to end at 5am but i left durin e 1am break.

yesterdae i intended to buy e "Purpose-Driven Life" by Rick Warren for my mum. Went into Attributes' BookStore to ask if there's any...cashier said sorry, its OOS (out-of-stock). after service went in again...say a sister holdin e bk...i was like man...i ask another cashier...is tt e last one...yes...while walkin out i saw her put e book back on e shelf...wahaha i quickly took it n paid for it! =)

Word power challenge comin soon, ive only finished memorisin half of it...still got GBK (general-bible-knowledge) tested. very nervous yet excited for i know God has given us e power of memory :D man...im excited for tomolo's cg mtg. Healing!!! whoo! ;)

wahaha even if e world is against me i know of Him who will NV leave me nor forsake me! =) all e world will hate me for i bear His name, for it has been written. But bcos im hated by e world, is shows im blessed. For i do not belong to this world but to His Kingdom. His kingdom n this world r 2 diff worlds. Satan is e god of this world until That Day but praise to Him for i live in another world.

When evil hates u, its bcos ure holy. Bcos of Him im free frm e government, free frm stresses of this world, free frm conflict in this world, free frm laws imposed tt limit my potential, free frm e law of science n into e law of e supernatural!

i thank Him tt i belong to sth bigger, sth more powerful, sth guaranteed n eternal. ure either FOR God or AGAINST God. E world may fade away but my relationship with Him n His word will last forever! =)

haha todae late for work cos i slept at 2am last night n i had to wake up at 5 this mornin but woke up at 7 instead cos i was spendin time with Jesus as usual.

nothin happened to me when i reached there..only my job was made easier with e rain n hence less ppl :D

e rain is significant to me: yesterdae durin QT i sacrificed my pay cut to spend time with Him knowin tt ill b late for work. so at e end He told me," uve given up wad means a lot to u to spend time with me. u loved me more than u love urself. tell me friend, what can i do for you?" feeling sleepy with heavy eyebags after QT i prayed a simple yet specific prayer, little did i noe tt God knew what i wanted...he was pleased i made a sacrifice to let Him noe tt He means a lot to me. I prayed: how i wish it would rain tomorrow...heavy rain, strong winds n a dark cool sky.

But i din sae for how long, after tt...i dosed off. this morning man! Jesus nv ceases to amaze me...i reached my workplace n it started to rain...a drizzle...then whoosh! a heavy downpour exactly wad i wanted! God knew tt workin at Sentosa's Visitor arrival centre was tiring n hot n busy. rain came n my job was turned upside down...now its relaxed, cool, n calm. man it rained until i finished my work...still e weather reamined cool. =) Praise e Lord!

Cant wait to see wad He can gif me for my birthdae on June 16 =) haha...
i love workin as i know God loves workin too, n he worked outta love. Therefore i too will work out FOR Him n outta Love for Him too. There's jus so much i owe him...it would take more than a lifetime to repay back God's love for me...

i looked at e rain n my eyes began dampen n wet...how i wish i could run into His arms n cry to Him, "I love you"!!!

yea! work to day was crazy..cos 2dae pub hol. but nonetheless work was great! tiring but yea, it was fun! I love work cos God loves work and He neither sleeps nor slumber...i wanna be like him, yea! :D

todae a group of handicap frm MINDS came during my worktime...seeing them made my heart go out to them. yeT e presence of God, i could feel, was so strong among them particularly a blind woman. as she walked past i could jus feel His presence go by me...then my eyes started to tear as His presence touched me, but i held it back cos i knew i had to do a job. so touched today, so exciting today..man! jesus' ure e best!

i like being alone cos tts when i noe im not alone! =)