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Who can curse what God has blessed? Who can take away what God has given? "God is for us, nobody can be against us". In Him, i find my purpose, my dream, my hope,refuge and shelter, my Destiny!

Wednesday, March 31, 2004

1 more dae b4 i share my msg...ive decided to extend my fast till tomo...cos i believe even in e last minute God can help me improve my msg in a great way thru his holy spirit...:D
ive learnt from my book tt my life on earth is just a temporary assignment to get me ready for eternity.
and tt i haf 2b a steward of God's "property" on earth...God created earth for us to live in...to have a taste of life n to grow...

i believe by e end of my 40-day journey with Him, i would be a changed person...

Tuesday, March 30, 2004

woohoo! no work till thurs..haha :D
finished preparin msg for this wed's prayer meeting. still need a few finishing touches though...fasting todae n tomo. hoping tt He will anoint me wif e Holy Spirit on tt dae to speak with conviction n i believe tt He will speak thru me.

supposedly very nervous but since i started fasting...i feel strengthened, i am fearless...i tend to help ppl more easily...jus gave up my seat on e train 2 times oredy...i felt so good...i believe God deserves e Glory n honour.

i want him to use me like nv b4...n to shine for him like nv b4...n to be closer to him like nv b4...n to love him like nv b4...

it feels good spending 1 1/2 to 2 hrs wif him every night...indeed the most exciting place where u can feel his presence is not in church...but in private...with him...one on one

Sunday, March 28, 2004

Yea! service was great yesterdae...i was moved to tears...which i nv fail to in His presence...:D
sermon was great n impacting..indeed it has changed my life.
prayer walk gettin stonger each dae...i finally haf e discipline to do my QT w/o fail everydae n i nv fail to draw down His presence. durin service, i was so deeply moved tt despite oweing someone 8 bucks, i emptied my wallet for God, i gave my all, knowing tt he will bless me cos with every offering, God puts interest in it n returns it to us a hundredfold.
preparin msg for this wed's prayer meeting a bit nervous though...but i told myself...do ur best n God will do e rest..i was reminded tt im not out to please man but to please God..
it won't matter to me if ppl think diff. abt my msg but i want God to be honoured n glorified.

intendin to fast for mon n tues, hopin tt God will gif me a strong msg to share this wed. can't wait for cg tom. better still, easter comin...hopin tt as i commit it to God, he'll empower me to bring frens to know Him.
nowadays, my QT has improved to at least 1 hr to 2 hrs...no matter how tired i may b.

Friday, March 26, 2004

yesterdae's QT was gd.
i couldnt sleep last night cos His presence remained on me. finally slept at 2
woke up at 7 2dae 4 work. it rained so i was happy as it helped lighten my load...a lot =)
cant wait for tom's service...it's gonna b great..wad am i sayin...? all services r great anywaez...:D
haha..havin lunch break now...3 more hrs...can't wait 4 e dae to end cos i noe tt im 1 dae closer to church and cg...yeepee!
i'm currently readin this book on leadin a purpose-driven life..a 40 dae journey...i believe tt dis bk is goin 2 strengthen me as a seek to be like christ more n more each dae...up 2 40 daes but after tt...i believe tt ill b hungry 4 more...hehe
my journey has jus begun...

really wan2 thank rachael 4 intro-ing e bk to me...my fire is now stronger n brighter...=)

Thursday, March 25, 2004

Wow i actually created a BloG, haha okay...first entry...must make an impression =)
Todae had prayer meeting wif my cg frens like rach,pam n fel. although it was small it was powerful.
Revival is never a result of ur own effort, it is e unity of everyone is one spirit.
Maybe i reveal more of myself here than anywhere else cos i jus wanna b my true self, not my earthly self but my spiritual self.
Everydae i put on my best tryin to shine for Jesus, how i wish everydae He would jus make my light shine brighter for Him.
In Jesus i found my true self, how how soul longs for You, how i long to spend eternity with You.
In me I am nothing but in You i am complete, in You i found my purpose, in you i found peace, love, joy, complete satisfaction.
May this blog be a testimony of u to all out there.
I believe God can use blog to touch lives, sounds crazy rite? to me..no...cos wif God ALL things r possible.
Do me a favor, everytime u sae to urself "Aiya die liao" "How to do..." "sure cannot make it one" "sure lose one" "how to..." etc, pls give urself a light slap on ur cheek, have faith in God! lean not on ur own understanding!!!
Never sae "what can i do abt..."this n dat or "let me see..." STOP! n reconsider this: "what can Jesus do.." "no-kick wif Jesus all things r possible!" "Jesus...u take of things cos i believe in you"...
Tired physically but spiritualy im hungry...goin to spend quiet time (QT) soon...Jesus i can't wait to meet u!
Glory to God!