waha its been long since i last wrote on this blog...keke =) e day after emerge conference i went for service, the next day for FOP at SIS n e followin day 4 youth service again at my church. wahaha its e longest period of time i spent with God :D...hehe 6 days in a row! =)

yesterdae i went for Ps Christian Alkerheim's service. there i dedicated my life to missions. His power came on me when Ps Christian prayed for me. Felt so anointed. my hands jus couldnt stop even after i had gotten up :D

as i went home, my fren who stays near my hse told me tt i could come over n "chill" at his hse. even though he stayed near my hse, but bcos it was a few stops away i decided to take e bus. spendin abt $1++. reached his door i called him to open e door cos his doorbell spoil. there at e doorstep he told me i cant come in cos his parents dun allow. i felt so sad n crushed, okay mayb not so extreme, jus sad n some other feeling i cant put in words ;) i told myself tt i couldnt spend anymore money on bus so i took a 20min walk home. on e way i told Jesus, "i'm very sad". then He asked me, "is ur fren more important than me?"

"Is his PS2 more exciting than e life im gonna give u? (missions)"
"no"

then i calmed down n lightened up. =)

"Dun be sad, u haf me. Go ahead, go home n play ur computer". (Those were e exact words he said to me.)

i said, "u cant be serious".

he kept quiet. so i told myself, or rather, he told me or...i dunno both? "God is not a man tt He should lie". :D i went home by faith. true enough, no one was at home! wahahaha! :D YeA! at was already 7pm. after my fellowship n lunch with frens frm another cg. cant believe i enjoyed my game till 10pm! b4 my parents came back at 1030! hehehe =)

Indeed, he works in ways we cannot see, yet when its revealed, we marvel at its glory n magnificence. =) cant wait to begin my first missionary journey...tts e kind of life i want. true life, when u become a blessing, where blind eyes r opened, deaf hear, lame walk n even e dead rise! :D cant wait! wahaha :D

True life is found in eternity when life in this perishing world ceases! =) Yea!